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Something as simple as me hearing your name, puts me in a place that i can't even explain.
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I HAVEN DO THE GEOG. ASSIGNMENT.
diediedie.
but cant blame me, i very long nvr online le.
ALGEBRA SUCKS.
and i got the 5th last in class for chi.
sure die.
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okay maybe update alittle,
quite boring de.
so anw,
was chiong-ing everyt, like keeping my stuff,
which takes a long time cause idk need to bring wht hme,
(everyt's under my desk lorh. ^^)
bck to topic, cause i was like late for meeting zhouyu and amelia :]
heheee sorryyyy.
rlly busy larh.
and like being chi rep and stuff.
so aft tht we went to imm,
( by bus, which is like i forgot my card very little $$$ so in the end amelia lend me $$$ cause i no coin. )
which is to actually go find my necklace for diva.
BUT THN REALISE THT THE SHOP CLOSED DOWN. T.T
okayyyy so we went to mos to eat cause i didn't have lunch ( WAS CHIONG-ING CHI HW DURING LUNCH TIME)
and realised the milk tea thr was damnn nice.
okok, so we talked abt random stuff,
like abt tht gay teacher and how much physics sucks blahhh ~
thn went to like body shop to see the strawberry lotion,
and yaaaaa ~~~~
thn go on to random shops to see this and tht,
bought sweeeeets ~
thn yeps, took mrt hme with zy ^~^
heee, of course its much mre fun thn like hw i describing it here la.
xinying and lydia cant come.
smth like tht la.
and so sad cca stand down.
wthh.
BUT GOT CAMP AFT 'EXAM' ~
WOOTS.
soooo happpy la.
best is during my birthday,
thn awesome+fantastic+excellent+fabulous .
ran out of adjectives. -.-
okkkayyy. yaaaa thn went hme lorh.
mrt damn crowded de lorh.
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was kinda studying math ytd.
cause i got like 3/12 for my graded assignment la.
wtmfh.
okay relax.
yeaa so i was slacking and doing work.
blahblahblah okay.
rlly tired.
prbly mving this year,
ard jurong area bah.
i hope.
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you actually dnt understand me as much as you thought you do.
sucks.
s'fine if you choose to exclude me or such,
s'fine if you don't want me to be involved,
just know tht you regret it someday.
ihy.
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okay,
ending post here.
tmr will be better.
i hope.

2:03 AM  //  There's no love here.

mannnn, i miss xingnannnn.
i wld sacrifice one day of talking to have tht life back.
and i rlly dnt mind listening to msphang teach us agn.
i missss everything bck thr.
i hate changes.
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dnt make me find out how you lied to me.
changing identities doesn't make me nt realise the difference.
either you stop now, or you watch out.

8:28 AM  //  There's no love here.

ohhh , and i jus rmb smthhh.
actwually, its supposed to be smth rlly depressing to a certain someone ,
okay i'm being mean.
just so you knw, i've deleted every single thing tht reminds me of you.
no joke.
so, yeah.
move on, its nt my fault tht i suddenly come to realise of your bastardness and self-centeredness, and alotalot mre.
idk, its nt me, its you.
and tht i practically cannot stand it whn i still see smth tht reminds me of you.
its sad to knw, yeah.
but?
its the truth.
also sad to say,
i do have the strong urge to give a comeback whn you make comments.
after so long, i still do.
proves how much its kismet, tht you dnt stand a chance.
i dnt give second chances.
actually, i do.
but nt to all.
to some, sad to say,
i have unlimited second chances.
which isnt a gd thing.
but i rlly cant make myself give you second chances.
and whts worse?
tht if you see this, and knw tht its you im talking abt,
you prbly jus go boast to everyone,
and point out the damn f-ing fact tht we dont have a history tgther.
go ahead.
thts one of the another reasons you dnt stand a second chance.
and also, sad to knw, tht whnever i think abt those memories,
i was thinking, wth came over me to talk to you?
wishing tht you werent the person in my memories,
wishing this happened with someone else better .
idk. but i knw its you, not me.
maybe its me.
but can you convince me?
anyway, its just so you knw. tht you shld move on.
idk how.
idc how.
just do so.
i've done so, 6 mths ago.
and i dnt rlly wish to ty for th mmries.
but if it makes you feel better,
and tht i wasted my time on this,
and all the kinds of things you can think of to comfort yourself,
wtv.
we're over.
if you're still hoping it wld happen,
i dnt want to burst your bubble.
but its official.
no , im nt cruel.
think me of,
one of those who made you grow up.
if thts so, thn im rlly glad.
enjoy your life.
goodbye.

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maybe its also rlly fate.
tht i get wht i deserve.
cause ...
yeahhh. you knw.
if smth comes out of it,
thn maybe you all can judge if i deserve it.
xoxo.




6:13 AM  //  There's no love here.

march holidays over soon,
only abt 3h left.
i need to not get used to slacking.
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mmm, not to cheery these days.
idk? everytime i try to forgive you, you do smth to make me reconsider.
i rlly dnt knw if you're worth all these.
jus hope you'll quit it soon, tho i knw its pretty much impossible.
and tht you rlly dnt understand smtimes do you.
i dnt knw if i shld tell you smtimes.
ah hell.
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mon's class outing = fail. wtf.
fri's eldds outing = WOKE UP LATE. wtfh.
sun's meetup = brit cmi. stef cmi. wtmfh.
to sum it up, this week's holidays was rlly boring.
i completed my hw early.
got some cldnt do.
like, (jus to remind myself)
the mrs. frisby jeremy cause no bk.
the history wksht cause i was lazy and only hand in on thurs.
sci research & summary , cause i cldnt find my ppr.
CHI SPELLING cause idk wht to learn.
shyyyytt, i need to chiong so many things tmr morning.
and i still need to collect loads of nonsense.
whr got time man.
i think i ask em/wf.
they sure got do hw.
hennnnggg.
thn i got time to chiong chi spl & frisby jeremy.
CAUSE ENG FIRST PERIOD.
at least chi last.
wed mus do sci le.
zzzz.
i plan on skipping tmr's interviewww.
go for peer tutoring.
mre fun, and less scary.
i hate interviews,
thts why i dint go for dsa.
i didnt even turn up for th sst one.
okkay , tht was cause i overslept.
but maybe i purposely overslp so tht i dnt need to go wht.
okay i didnt do tht.
zz,
im rambling.
or wtv tht means.
i jus feel like typing.
and i now hate my current seating arrangement AND the timetable.
jus hope tht every term change.
I WISH.
the seating arrangement tht one sure change one.
but timetable ?
i hope so.
zz, i shld nvr had sat thr in the first place.
i shld have known.
regret ~~~~
zzz.
mmm, hah.
even if wht zy said was true.
i kinda dnt give a damn now.
too late, to realise dnt you think .
you deserve it anw.
go on, even if it isnt true.
mf.
idk.
i hate the skin.
i failed in editing it.
zzz.

5:42 AM  //  There's no love here.

" Teddies dnt hug bck, but sometimes , they're all tht you've got. "

2:09 AM  //  There's no love here.

zz, i rlly is like million years bo post le la.
nt vry busy la. is vry tired.
its only 11 now & im uber tired le.
drain my energy everyday de lor.
went bck to xingnan today, took pics and stuff,
nt gonna elaborate bah.
eh, everyone's going bck to xn on cny celebration right.
good.
zzz ahya , nt gonna type le.

7:13 AM  //  There's no love here.

wht're you lookin for whn you're here with me?
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i hate most of the ppl in my class ._.
oops, bo bian wht.
they all bloody shyt de.
idk, im wasting time here.
i haven updated for million years.
also , im wishin & prayin for many things to happen la.
sch's sort of tiring.
drains me out la.
thr're alot to talk abt,
but nah.
i doubt i'll ever say.
they're so time-consuming to type abt.
if i were to explain, i gotta say the whole damn thing.
so yeah, nope im nt sayin .
thn there's nth to post abt -.-
okay, wtv ?
go check emily the blog.
she explain till super duper detailed.
im super duper glad we're in the same class la.
idk whn im postin agn.
i doubt it will be soon.
ILYC x3 , pls ?

4:32 AM  //  There's no love here.

zz , i've nvr seen such an idiot like me,
wtf manzxcxzczcxc.
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god , i cant think of anyt to post.
deal with these 4 sentences first .

5:12 AM  //  There's no love here.

im kinda over my addiction ~
idk , idc.
ahya.
wc.
i gonna go brit's ma shop tmr ~
nt interested in blogging nw.
so , too bad .

4:59 AM  //  There's no love here.

i hate my life.
it sucks like zxzxcxxxczx.
mre thn tht.
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anw, i thinkkk i'm over my past addiction.
sooo. i'm lookinnng for a new one.
anyone interested ? ._.
please fill in the form below.
instructions :
copy and paste the form below , to your blog.
fill it in, thn tag at my blog to let me know you are interested.
(broken english, yeah i knw, but wc.)
and if you dont have a blog ?
uh , idk wht you shld do.
just tag at my blog bah.
okkayy.

Name : YOUR NAME HERE PLS
Birthday : DD/MM/YY
Status : Single/Married/Not Available/Attached
School : SCHOOL PLS.
Hotness Meter : RATE YOURSELF, OR GET A FRIEND, FRM ONE TO TEN, TEN BEING SUPERHOT, AND ONE, NOT HOT AT ALL.
Smartness Meter : SAME THING. TY. :)
Rich : Yes / No .
Thank You.

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jkjk nia.
nth to do is like tht de.
jk abt the rich/hot/smart thingy ~
ahahaha.
okok fill in if you want , and if you're married or attached, pls dont bother.
tho i might ..
nvm.
have a good night :)

9:33 AM  //  There's no love here.

im the most fickle-minded person on earth.
yeah i knw.
had steamboat today.
'celebrate' my psle results.
mm, ma even buy non-alchoholic champane to celebrate.
yeah, she's happier thn me bah.
to be honest,
im nt tht serious whn taking psle.
so, i guess, nt tht anxious/worried/excited whn taking the results.
dont ask, i've no idea why as well.
been delaying to choose my sec sch,
cause idk which sch to go.
maybe im just nt the sort to move on.
lazy to choose.
lazy to plan.
all the shyt yeah.
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i rlly do attract the wrong crowd.
no joke.
well, fk.
anw, tmr stef bdayy .
you'reee invvvitttee !
-.-.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONKEYYY !!!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE :)
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guess i rlly dont want to move on to,
quote frm all the teachers and noobshyt ppl,
a new chapter in your life or some crap.
maybe a few years down the road,
we'll all meet new friends,
have a new life,
or maybe nt a whole new change,
but yeah,
abit changes.
truuust me hunny,
you will definitely move on,
and join another crowd.
the thing is,
we may move on,
but we will nt forget.
maybe regretting will nt happen,
and you may also think tht life is better aft primary sch.
but you will nvr regret the times you had.
no, im nt crying -.-
you all cry abt the things you will miss,
and you miss cause you're leavinngggggg.
so must be you intend to ditch your friends.
thts why .
-.-, okay enough of myyy crap.
enjoy your day, without meeee ! :)

7:16 AM  //  There's no love here.


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