C'

Something as simple as me hearing your name, puts me in a place that i can't even explain.
............................................................................................................................................

im the most fickle-minded person on earth.
yeah i knw.
had steamboat today.
'celebrate' my psle results.
mm, ma even buy non-alchoholic champane to celebrate.
yeah, she's happier thn me bah.
to be honest,
im nt tht serious whn taking psle.
so, i guess, nt tht anxious/worried/excited whn taking the results.
dont ask, i've no idea why as well.
been delaying to choose my sec sch,
cause idk which sch to go.
maybe im just nt the sort to move on.
lazy to choose.
lazy to plan.
all the shyt yeah.
----------
i rlly do attract the wrong crowd.
no joke.
well, fk.
anw, tmr stef bdayy .
you'reee invvvitttee !
-.-.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONKEYYY !!!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE :)
----------
guess i rlly dont want to move on to,
quote frm all the teachers and noobshyt ppl,
a new chapter in your life or some crap.
maybe a few years down the road,
we'll all meet new friends,
have a new life,
or maybe nt a whole new change,
but yeah,
abit changes.
truuust me hunny,
you will definitely move on,
and join another crowd.
the thing is,
we may move on,
but we will nt forget.
maybe regretting will nt happen,
and you may also think tht life is better aft primary sch.
but you will nvr regret the times you had.
no, im nt crying -.-
you all cry abt the things you will miss,
and you miss cause you're leavinngggggg.
so must be you intend to ditch your friends.
thts why .
-.-, okay enough of myyy crap.
enjoy your day, without meeee ! :)

7:16 AM  //  There's no love here.

whn you start to realise abt this,
im gonna tell you ,
its too late.
you took your time.
i wont fall for you again.
cause the first time i did,
i came into contact with the ground.
and yeah,
so thr wldnt be a second time.
nt tht i dont give second chances,
but pls,
spare me with these crap.
i need a break,
my life's alrdy as fked up as it can be,
leave me alone,
i dnt and wldnt tolerate all the shyt and nonsense you're gonna give.
kid, learn these words,
cherish, appreciate.
and, yeahhh , if you need prove.
i do cry.
today.
is tht enough to prove im human?

10:31 AM  //  There's no love here.

i've delayed this post for vry long.
i guess, sinceee tues ?
yeah, thrs alot to type if im gonna explain everything.
okok , i'll, if i can stand it.
its like 2 now, and i didnt get enough sleep recently.
maybe i shld start frm today ?
makes things easier since i have to rmbbb.
-------
okok, sooo today took psle results.
toooot,
woke up at 11.30,
cause ma forgot/cannot wake me up,
and idk wht came over her,
but she decided to come with me.
which is like a good thing.
cause most of everyone's parents came :)
rushed to get rdy , thn cabbed thr.
reached thr at 11.45,
which made me wonder, rush so fast for wht.
-.-.
thn mrgau began his speech,
and my ma agrees tht he's talking crap.
so blahhhhhhhhhhh,
skip all the way till i found out my results.
aft tht thn saw my ma sms-ed me say
tht if i got go up stage , she nt going up,
CAUSE OF HER DRESSING :(
wear one black polo tee and fbt shorts vry bad meh ?
ahya but end up she bo bian go up loh.
dont ask, 252.
otw hme she keep complain abt my sch noob lah, this lah, tht lah.
anw, i think you all wld be skipping this part cause like,
you alrdy knw my results.
so no point staying.
yeah i knw.
----
yesterday went for bbq.
mmm , no mre fire starters,
all used up le.
so end up.
keep putting paper plates, newspapers in .
blah, only brittany ahma clever,
lower the netting,
cause like yj said,
no fire got heat.
so yeah ,
ate alot prawns.
zzz.
and vj de marshmallows vry nice.
idk how he did it.
thn he go make one marshmallow on fire.
i ate it.
ha, nice la.
thn aft tht , arnd 9plus go hme le.
----
tues, yeah mayb you cant believe it,
but i went to escape theme park for the 2nd time.
mmm ,gd thing ?
im nt scared abt going into haunted hse le.
okay , maybe if go in with vj brit and me nia,
abit scared la.
see, if alot ppl go in, thn if smth/someone touch you ,
you will just think its someone.
but if only 3 ppl go in , chances are...
zzz , okay figure it out yourself.
we keep going in,
thn got one time all ditch us.
zzz.
aft tht got one group behind us.
cant see thm but can hear.
scream , scare me.
so we hid behind the door,
thn BOO thm.
HA.
quite funny la overall.
mm,
also played the wet & wild.
first time queue bit long,
so whn got one guy sit in the boat alone,
the person in charge dont allow.
so, keep asking his friends to join him.
zzz, i forgot wht happened,
but i volunteered.
must be too excited thts why.
malay guy wan.
sit la, thn played tht few mre times.
pirateship, also nt bad.
zz. fking tired nw.
idk , you didnt come with us,
your loss.
go check out these ppl's blogs if they've posted abt the outings.
hmm ,
brit, stef, vj, kj, yj, cindy, sze fann, zhi rui.
yeah i guess thts all.
and , anyone free on sat?
aft 3pm.
stef's bday party.
pls give her a present even if you dont knw her.
-.- , no one does tht,
lol , ohkayyy nvm .
i rlly gonna slp nw.
g'nights. :)

2:32 AM  //  There's no love here.

read this somewhr .
super funny .
-----
Few Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time...
I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours?
Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the
entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to
the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "it's always the last place you look".
Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've
found it?

4. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?"
No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

5. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then
there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then
there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

6. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks
"Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

okay so maybe tht isnt so funny, but ...
i swear, this'll make you laugh.

In Honor of Stupid People

In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed to stupidity,
here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods:

On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (Shoot, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair.)

On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special)?

On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap," (and that would be how???....)

On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion).

On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)!

On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought????...)

On packaging for a Rowena iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time)?

On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we could just get those 5-year-olds with head-colds off those forklifts.)

On Nytol Sleep Aid -- "Warning: May cause drowsiness." (and...I'm taking this because???....)

On most brands of Christmas lights -- "For indoor or outdoor use only." (as opposed to...what)?

On Sainsbury's peanuts -- "Warning: contains nuts." (talk about a news flash)

On an American Airlines packet of nuts -- "Instructions: Open packet, eat nuts." (Step 3: maybe, ooh...fly Delta?)

On a child's Superman costume -- "Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly." (I don't blame the company. I blame the parents for this one.)

On a Swedish chainsaw -- "Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals." (Oh my ..was there a lot of this happening somewhere?)

lol, if you didnt find this funny, you officially dont have a sense of humor.
the words in brackets are just the writer's sarcastic comments,
so yeahh , you dont've to keep rereading agn and agn if you dont understand.
----

Too often, we loose sight of life's simple pleasures.
Remember when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown,
BUT it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch-slap the
mother-fker upsidedown .

true enough.
------

LEARN CHINESE IN 5 MINUTES
(You MUST read them out loud or it doesnt make as much sense)...
1) Thats not right - Sum Ting Wong / something wrong
2) Are you harboring a fugitive - Hu Yu Hai Ding /who you hiding
3) See me ASAP - Kum Hia Nao / come here now
4) Stupid Man - Dum Fuk / dumb fool
5) Small horse -Tai Ni Po Ni / tiny pony
6) Did you go to the beach? - Wai Yu So Tan / why you so tan
7) I bumped in to a coffee table - Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni / i bang my fking knee
8) I think you need a face lift - Chin Tu Fat / chin too fat
9) It's very dark in here - Wao So Dim / why so dim
10) I thought you were on a diet - Wai Yu Mun Ching / why you munching
11) This is a tow away zone - No Pah King / no parking
12) staying out of sight - Lei Ying Lo / laying low
13) He's cleaning his automobile - Wa Shing Ka / washing car
14) Your body odor is offensive - Yu Stin Ki / you stinking
15) Great - Fa Kin Su Pah / fking super

zzz, tho it isnt rlly hanyu pinyin,
but yeahhh , weird.

--
Three lawyers and three engineers were travelling by train to a conference.
At the station, each lawyer bought a ticket whereas the engineers bought only one ticket between them.

How are you going to travel on a single ticket?. asked a lawyer.
Wait and watch, answered one of the engineers.
When they boarded the train, the lawyers took their seats,
but the three engineers crammed into a toilet and closed the door behind them.

Shortly after the train started, the ticket collector arrived.
He knocked on the toilet door and asked, Ticket please.
The door opened just a crack and a single arm emerged with a ticket in hand.
The ticket collector took it and moved on.

Seeing this, the lawyers decided to the same thing on the return trip.
So when they got to the station, they bought only one ticket.
To their astonishment, the engineers didn't buy any.
How are you going to travel without a ticket? asked one of the perplexed lawyers.

Wait and watch, answered an engineer.
In the train, the three engineers crammed into a toilet
and the three lawyers into another nearby.
Soon after the train started, one of the engineers got out of the toilet
and walked to one where the lawyers were hiding.
He knocked on the door and said, Ticket, please.
-----

Boy to mother:
I've decided to stop studying..
How come? asked the mother.
I heard that that someone was shot dead, because he knew too much.

---

A judge looked severely at the defendant and asked,
How many times have you been imprisoned?.
Nine, your Honour..
Nine? In this case, I will give you the maximum sentence.
Maximum sentence? said the defendant.
Don't you give your regular clients a discount?
-------

A rather inebriated fellow on a bus was tearing up a newspaper into
tiny pieces and throwing them out the window.

Excuse me, said the woman sitting next to him.
But, would you mind explaining why you're doing this?
It scares away the elephants,. replied the drunk.
But I don't see any elephants around here, said the woman.
Effective, isn't it? crowed the drunk.

-----------

A salesman was dismissed because he was rude to a customer.
A month later the sales manager spotted him walking about in a police uniform.

'I see you've joined the force, ' said the sales manager.
'Yes, Sir. This is the job I've been looking for all my life.
Here the customer is always wrong.'

----

Two employers were talking.
Said one: 'I fear that young man I employed last week as a cashier is dishonest. '
'Oh', replied the other, 'you shouldn't judge by appearances.'
'Im not. I'm judging by disappearances!'
---

Teacher : You missed school yesterday, didnt you?
Pupil: Not a bit.
---

Patient: Doctor, do you think that I will live until I.m a hundred?
Doctor: Do you smoke or drink?.
Patient: No.
Doctor: Do you drive fast cars, gamble, or play around with women?
Patient: Certainly not!
Doctor: Then what do you want to live to a hundred for?
------
posting ltr i guess. needa eat and audi first . :)
enjoy your dayyyyyyy

8:47 PM  //  There's no love here.

zz, uncle cant find acash in malaysia.
fk it,
god.
----
smtimes my life sucks big time.
shit happens,
yeah i knw tht.
forget it,
yeah i also knw tht.
dont think abt it,
yeah i also knw it.
so easy for you to say eh.
i think it has been like mre thn a yr since they quarrelled,
or shld i say,
quarreled in my presence.
guess it's smth good.
but thnn , last night ..
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
fk-ed up lah everyone.
all suddenly bo chap alrdy,
ah wtv, i dont wish to give a damn.
-------
anyone can confirm with me agn the timing for the outings ?
zzz , bit blur.
also, i thinkin of putting bck the cbox in the class blog ? cause it seems like,
no fking one bothers abt 'investigating' .
so i shallnt give a damn as well.
----
brittany's backkk tmr !
---------
the day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on you .
yeah its too late .
and thn , as far as im concerned,
you'll just be another picture to burn.

1:29 AM  //  There's no love here.

thanks for giving me false hope,
making me have mood swings according to how you treat me.
maybe it was my fault.
i didnt know wht came over me.
see, now everything's so fked up .
i dont know how you did it.
getting me to notice you.
did you take lessons or smth.
nah, i knw.
you practice everyday.
you might have some advice to give ,
on how to be insensitive .

hw do you block the sound of a voice,
you'll know anywhr ?
teach me.
i rlly shld have given up,
whn you shattered the hope left in me.
but no, i decided to hang around,
wait foolishly,
thinking tht maybe the impossible may happen?
get a life, noobshyt.
the vagueness in your eyes .
how you nvr bother to glance here.
and if you do,
its probably not me,
or you're probably mocking at me.
thanks so much,
and here i am,
still convincing myself,
no you aren't looking here.
no you aren't.
no this aint possible.
you probably wont rmb.
it's probably ancient history,
i'm one of those noobs ,
who went ahead and fell for you.
i guess i feel too much.
i want to get over this.
but i tried, and i failed.
i wished, and it didnt come true.
i hoped, and you burst my bubble.
srsly,
fk this.
knnbccb.
fk everything.
fk yourself.
you are nth but a stupid piece of meat which needs to be killed, murdered. wtv.

8:34 AM  //  There's no love here.

MISSING YOU BRITTANY.
zz, i dont get everyone.
god gracious , fk's sake.
no point crying .
relax noobshyts.
to inform you all,
in case you all were busy crying and didnt hear the announcement,
i'll repeat agn,
for love , peace , and prevention of affecting the world's population with your tears' sake.
THE WORLD IS NOT ENDING.
PLEASE ,
IF ITS POSSIBLE,
TRY COLLECTING THE TEARS AND WATER THE PLANTS !
srsly,
you all can meet up.
so dont cryyyyy !
-------
played murderer todayy.
yj say tht if i was murderer ,
all the ppl playing sure vry fast die de.
thts why no one choose me :(
lol, she say correctly lah,
heng she not police .
if nt she sure knw, thn catch me de.
zz, lol.
i will wink at stef even whn we nt playing -.-.
noooo, i nt flirting with her !
loool.
did i mention i pass my lvl 12 licence by myself ?
i think i did ..
ok nvmmm .
and im gonna buy 50k acash !
zz , lol go malaysia buy la .
my father gave me $75 for the trip to genting ,
to spent it wtv way i want to.
but idk why,
i didnt use.
so using $25 buy acash.
and will leave $50 .
okkk. not much, but im damn glad now.
whoop-de-fking-dooo.
zz.
continue crying,
dont be offended if you actually , rlly cried today.
its just ,
i've a unique way of comforting ppl !
get used to it .
heeeeeeeeeeee .
nights tooties.
:)
---
所有和你的事情必须忘记.

1:09 AM  //  There's no love here.


DAYTHREE
strawberry farm.


DAYTHREE
strawberry farm , stuff sold thr.



DAYTHREE
strawberry farm, stuff sold thr.
like at pasar malam.


number of strawberries pluck.
DAYTHREE.



at strawberry farm
DAYTHREE

at strawberry farm.
DAYTHREE



fountain outside strawberry farm.
DAYTHREE.


like the one in escape theme park, wet and wild.
DAYTWO.


at mc's. won the seahorse at a game.



pretty obvious. see for yourself.


breakfast.
DAYTWO

prove tht i went to the farm. :)
DAY THREE





trying to finish my lemon tea :(
cause thr isnt green tea at the mc's .
DAY TWO


drinking water agn.
at fugly food court aft my meal .
DAY ONE



queue-ing up to buy tickets.
DAYTWO
zz, im super lazy.
came bck yesterday,
& only gonna post now.
--
yeaaahh, got pics .
actually i rather stay in sg thn go genting lah.
cause im nt even going with my familyyy.
i guess thr were fun parts,
but it was rlly quite boring de.
okay anw.

first day - Mondayy.
i spent 6 f-ing tooting hours in the car ,
goooodddd.
srsly .
headache, stomach pain , neck pain, leg pain , hand pain.
thn reach thr.
must wait for uncle's friend or wtv to arrive,
cause they book the hotel rms for us de.
waited for like 1.5 h ?
can you like start to see how boring this is gonna get ?
okay, maybbbbeee the weather thr is absolutely f-ing fantasticcc. with all the mountains and mist/fog.
we staying on the highest floor, 18.
its alrdy damn high , cause the hotel's on the mountain . blah .
to sum day one up, did window shopping , and some crap.
CAUSE IT F-ING RAINED .
----
second day - tuesday
where the fun rlly begins .
ah nonsense lah .
no fun de.
i took the dragon ride , abit like roller coaster , shiok lah ,
i nvr scream -.- .
weirdddd.
thn wanted to go snowworld , but stupid me wore slippers thr.
so , zzzzzzzzz.
cannot go in lah.
snapped alooot of pics,
cause its srsly boring.
and i bought a bag of nougats !
apricot, green tea, cappacino(sp), peppermint, orginal.
noobshyt .
i dint even TOUCH the peppermint.
zzz.
andandand, i must mention abt the food thr.
zz , no offence , but it sucks like shyt.
and im starting to wonder ,
malaysia got sell green tea anot ?
chee ko pei wan . knnb de, no green tea. bo bian lah , take wtv they've thr.
zzz.
third day - wednesday
which is also,
the happiest day of my trip to overseas .
cause i'm going backkkk .
omg, i suddenly miss everyone/thing here you knw.
zzz.
so, spent 6h backkk .
otw back to sg, stopped at this strawberry farm, and pluck a million strawberries.
step in thn can smell the berry smell le.
i used my water bottle, washed the strawberries,
AND BEING A TYPICAL S'POREAN,
I ATE THM.
ZZZ, and i didnt pay for those tht i ate.
uhhh,
loool .
you knw wht .
i brought my pillow thr.
the damn tooting soft de.
(TO BRITTANYYYY : LOL YOU RMB P5 CAMP I BRING THT ONE?
YEAH THT ONE ! (: )
*blush !*
LOL.okkkayyy , pics ?

5:12 AM  //  There's no love here.

GOING TO GENTING FRM TMR TO WEDS, CHICKEN MCNUGGETS ~!
ENJOY THE LAST WEEK IN SCH !
SEE YOU ALL ON THURS, G'NIGHTS :)


ps abt the chicken mcnugggettt part, :]

6:52 AM  //  There's no love here.

feeling extremely tired now.
swapped all the food given by the sch ( for borrowing the most number of books blahhh~),
with other ppl, for blueberry nougat .
if anyone still got, pls gimmmmmeee ~~~
anw,
stayed bck awhile to rehearse.
but john went to stef's hse for spinning pen competition,
means - no cd.
stayed bck for awhile nia.
changed abit of the dance moves.
thts all.
completely drained out.
i think i going blind lahhhh.
frm 3plus till now.
zzzzzzzz.
assemby was practically a waste of timeee.
award here, trophy thr, certificate everywhr.
goddammit.
i cld've fallen asleep if i'd a bettter pillow.
2 chi periods spent in th com lab audi-ing.
wed , mrs ng's gonna bring us to com lab - 2 lessons - 160mins -2h 4mins - WOOT.
super cool.
even better if on tht day,
chi lesson go com lab.
4 LESSONS AUDITION !
WTH, super cooolll.
4 x 40mins = 160 mins !
okok , calm downnn .
bad thing ?
the sch's comp is super laggy.
so laggy tht whn 4 ppl plays ,
all using the sch comp,
ALL FOUR DIFFERRENT DANCE MOVES.

andandand,
thr's this time tht i missed fm :( ,
but 'cause the comp is SO LAGGY,$$
it went frm lvl 9 ( missed fm) to lvl 6 , thn jump back to lvl9 agn,
to complete my fm !
PROVES THT THE SCH GIVES EVERYONE SECOND CHANCES ! :)

AHHAHAHA. LOL .
it happened to me twiceeee :]
the sch loves me like zxczczxxcxz i bet !
lol...
okkkaaayy , anw.
renewing my passport tmr.
nt tht i can be bothered.
-----------
Im over you , im over you , im over you , im over you , im over you , im over you , im over you .
Ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy.

Cant you see, I don't want you in my life anymre?
Fck off alrdy,
Don't bother me.

Like I said, either I get it, or I'll give it up
I dnt share,
Nor do I want to be hanging on a breakable thread,
DONT YOU GET IT.
THE THREAD MAY, MOST PROBABLY WILL, SNAP.
YOU STUPID ASSHAT,
FUCK OFF ALRDY.

oh, and guess wht I decided to do-
giveup, or hang on.

5:14 AM  //  There's no love here.

okay, so no pics.
too lazy to take thm.
---
went to escape theme park yesterday.
actually supposed to be a group of ppl - brittany, stef, divya , yijing, benjamin tan, gina, xiyun and meee.
uh, but end up only yijing, xiyun and me can go.
tkj booked a chalet thr,
so asked us to go.
fastforward to whn reach pasir ris.
train-ed thr.
thn we finally found the correct way to go thr,
aft walking in circles -.-
thn, tkj's mum bought the tickets for us.
tkj's cousin went as well.
went in.
played the kite flyer.
smth abt lying on the thing,
thn machine will spin round.
played wet and wild as well.
the games played are nt in order, cause i cant rmb -.-.
the wet and wild thing,
is like a boat, 2 ppl sit,
one in front, one behind.
played twice.
first time, i sit in front,
second time behind.
actually the person sitting behind gets mre wet -.-.
tkj's cousin, caleb ? or salad, or scallop.
he got motion sickness,
so dint play much.
next. the pirate ship.
z, wth .
first time, in the middle.
second time , near to the back.
third time, i cant rmb.
whnever the boat goes up,
i will scream, if i nvr close my eyes.
cause like, whn the boat goes down,
i got this vry empty feeling.
thn will suddenly bck to normal.
zzzz.
i think im afraid of heights thn.
tkj thn said,
chicken or no chicken,
go into the haunted hse.
went in lah.
with 2 other girls.
zzzz.
F**KING SCARY LAH.
and guess wht tkj was doing,
covering his eyes walking with his cousin behind.
zz.
cause yijing was wearing a striped shirt,
and xiyun white,
vry easy to spot thm.
so i keep holding on to thm.
zzz.
most of the time xiyun stood infront,
thn the 2 strangers just hold on to her.
zzzzzzzzz, wth ?!?
lolll , like nvr ending de.
went to eat aft tht.
cause i guess,
we scream till bo energy liao.
sooo , ate at bk.
thn played somemre.
aft tht went bck to tjk chalet,
played card games,
etcetc.
thn taxi-ed hme.
im toooo lazy to type everything down.
so, your losssssssss.
zzzzzzzzz.

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10:27 PM  //  There's no love here.

post tmr ppl.
im f-ing tired now,
g'nights .

7:39 AM  //  There's no love here.

okayyy , listen uppp.
frm nw on,
i'll underline those mre impt stuff in each post okayy ?
cause i knw how everyone wld skip those lengthy post,
sooo , ya.
-------
first uppp, i pierced my earrrr .
got 2 more earholes,
so total 4 (:0)
haha, nt tht you wld care,
but its like stapling your ears you knw.
zz, i expected myself to have a mre dramatic reaction thn just saying,
''uh, you just stapled my ear.''
zzz.
currently searching for the fastest/min. walking dist./cheapest way to downtown east.
okay, so maybe cheapest isnt on my list,
cause , like how much you think you need to pay,
if you're taking public transport ?
speaking of public transport,
those who have the LTA pics ,
or taken with the dance grouppp
can send thm to me ?

ty (:
ok , well bck to the topiiicc,
so,
(must readdd !!!!)

super duper uber wuper luper muper vuper ruper happy ,
cause audition has successfully been installed into the sch computer.
not just one,
but threee !

okay, which means tht whenever we go to the lab frm now on,
stef, brit and me ,
get to play tgtherrr.

and actually ,
we're quite lucky thr are 3 computers with audi.
cause if nt,
thn everyone will witness some bitchfights over the comp.
hah, okay maybe thts nt true,
but ya, so you get the point.
i've loads of comments abt the sch comp.
but , who am i to complain,
whn i just installed the audi into the comp withour permission?
hehe :]
thou we can only play some songs ,
like down, i knw you want me, thriller, crush, v4riety(idk hw you spell it), qing hua ci,
tell me, my heaven.
but i guess it was okay .
so spent abt 1 period playing.
andandand,
i was chosen to go to this fort canning journey ,
do some chi project.
dont get me wrong,
cause im not at all glad.

its next thurs .
zzzz .
did i mention abt me losing my thumbdrive?
thankfully, (1st time use this word, thou i knw this word for like years)
stef found it.

heng .....
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went to jp for lunch aft sch, with brit.
thn went to harris althou we had no $$$.
learnt how to say dont touch me , and pervert in italian.
but, hahah, i forgetten. :(
zzzz.
ok thn, brittany suddenly found her passion for pop up books.
and i found mine in how to do fairy crap books.

hahahha.
okay, so i spent my time skimming thru and seeing the pics.
while she opens the dora pop up pictures book ,
and laughed at all the dora and monkey (whts its name ??).
apparently , some kind soul ripped off dora's pretty head,
so she was left headless thr.

the head was nowhere to be found.
and they also tore the monkeys hands and hat ,
but at least we saw the hands in the book.

okay so my post's pretty boring.
thr are 2 reasons if you find this boring.
1, you dk how to appreciate fun stuff. like my life
2, you dont love me :(
okay , i knw thts nonsense.
please, please, please, just grant my wish ,
& make it come true.
i knw tht its nt possible,
& i tried to forget,
but it just isnt possible.
to quote frm Tempted,
said by The Raven Mocker (Rephaim),
I'm not used to this feeling I've abt you.
eithhheerrr you help me get rid of this feeling,
or i get ___ .
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friends we shall be thn?

8:53 AM  //  There's no love here.

on second thoughts,
maybe dont go to slp ,
wait till like 9.30pm ?
cause i have no idea whether brittany aka noobster ,
knws wht time to meet.
-----
i just want to rant abt everything in particular,
so bear with me.
it'll be even better if you dont read this.
heh ,
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new update,
to all the noob , noober , & noobiest out thr,
i do have feelings.
and i just treat you pretty much the way you treat me.
silly of you if you still do not knw tht.
thou,
you need to gimme some time to realise if you're faking it.
dont have high expectations of me.
'cause it'll only make you upset , and me guilty if i disappoint you .
if you actually need evidence to proof this statement :
i just treat you pretty much the way you treat me,
maybe i cld start by telling you abt the ppl in th dance group ?
they're all closer to me now,
& i definitely didnt bitch to thm like i did to others.
actually,
i ♥ thm !
so thank you all for being my friends :)
----
everytime i thought i saw you looking in my way,
you immediately destroy my hopes by looking away.
tell me,
wht am i supposed to do abt you?
hide in a dark corner & cry ?
i dont trust my gut feeling on this.
i dont believe my instincts.
you make me left with no choice.
its tht i have no idea if i shld go a step further, or backwards.
cause i knw,
tht you plus me dont equals to we.
but i keep rmbing abt you looking here,
even though im not sure wht you're looking at.
torture, to stay at the position and not move.
at this snail pace rate,
nth will happen.
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4:53 AM  //  There's no love here.

喜欢的人不出现,出现的人不喜欢。
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8:11 PM  //  There's no love here.

zzz, we slacked like zxcxz today.
okok , we practised a while.
thn started to take photos -.-.
god,
anw. we tried the jumping thingy for the photos.
i've no idea how many we took.
thn someone went to take the purple cloth,
and we ended up play tug-o-war.
zzzz.
surprisingly, the cloth didnt uh ...
break into two?
is tht hw you phrase it?
zz.
anw, thn we played heartattack,
truthordare.
zzz, alot random dares like ,
go guys/girls toilet.
blah , you knw those stuff.
thn we spilled some secrets.
yadayada.
thn idk whr the idea came from,
i thought of 'human dominoes'.
god, it was damn fun.
the first and second person die lah.
hit the door hard thn zzzzzzzz.
pain lah.
duh.
played alot of stuff lah.
our dance is pretty much done le anw.
cause everyone rmbs the steps,
so no prob wht.
im rlly tireddddddddddddddddddddddd.
agn, license cannot pass.
zzzz, screw it lah.
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did i mention how i went to everyone for the poll ?
hah , very funny.
okayyy ,
g'nights.

6:39 AM  //  There's no love here.

srsly, im nvr gonna be contented with just staring from afar.
its either i get it, or not.
not halfway hanging thr,
with a 50-50% chance of succeed and failing.
i guess the waiting of results freaked the shit out of me alrdy.
i dont get it.
the comparisons have so much difference.
i dont understand why.
enlighten me, please someone.
this isnt supposed to be even happening anw.
you're just but another piece of human meat.
which i want.
god.
take it or leave it.
dont hesistate.
or i'll tell you a story of someone who i wasted 2 years on.
----
i try and i fail.
realise how your every move is seen, heard, discussed abt.
and just one move of yours ,
can cause yourself to be hated by the whole population.
i've yet to find out which movement of mine caused this,
causing i dont bother doing so.
so,
realise your plan isn't working.
no, you've the perfect plan,
just the wrong target.
my advice?
choose your next one carefully.
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lets be friends ?

6:29 AM  //  There's no love here.

wooooots .
realised how many ppl hate me even though i have nvr spoke a word to thm before.
dont lie, i knw tht you hate me.
hahahahhahhhhh .
anw, my feet are hurting like zxccxczx .
from halloween night and today's skating lesson.
andandand , i saw ppl flirting with the coachhh .
woooot, brittany's sure thr will be a make-out session next thurs.
but thnnn, i told her not possible, ken wldnt allooow.
i finished tempted.
within a dayyy .
i rlly want to rant abt it for hours herrreee .
but no one wld understanddd.
so nvm.
i passed my license,
which is like zxcxzx days ago.
stefanie and brittany are being vry vry naggy nowww .
----
Not my cup of tea, get over it.
its not possible,
so im over it.
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won the comp. on mon.
soooo ... i guess.
more practiseee?
maybe.
----
i warn you, this piece of meat here,
i hate you mre thn you hate me.
anddddd ,
i dont rlly bother to figure out why you all like to hate me and stare daggers at me so much, but i can assure you, tht you shldnt tryyyyy.
anddddddddd ,
just a random fact,
but i love raspberries ,
and i dislike albert .

1:34 AM  //  There's no love here.


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