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Something as simple as me hearing your name, puts me in a place that i can't even explain.
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on second thoughts,
maybe dont go to slp ,
wait till like 9.30pm ?
cause i have no idea whether brittany aka noobster ,
knws wht time to meet.
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i just want to rant abt everything in particular,
so bear with me.
it'll be even better if you dont read this.
heh ,
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new update,
to all the noob , noober , & noobiest out thr,
i do have feelings.
and i just treat you pretty much the way you treat me.
silly of you if you still do not knw tht.
thou,
you need to gimme some time to realise if you're faking it.
dont have high expectations of me.
'cause it'll only make you upset , and me guilty if i disappoint you .
if you actually need evidence to proof this statement :
i just treat you pretty much the way you treat me,
maybe i cld start by telling you abt the ppl in th dance group ?
they're all closer to me now,
& i definitely didnt bitch to thm like i did to others.
actually,
i ♥ thm !
so thank you all for being my friends :)
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everytime i thought i saw you looking in my way,
you immediately destroy my hopes by looking away.
tell me,
wht am i supposed to do abt you?
hide in a dark corner & cry ?
i dont trust my gut feeling on this.
i dont believe my instincts.
you make me left with no choice.
its tht i have no idea if i shld go a step further, or backwards.
cause i knw,
tht you plus me dont equals to we.
but i keep rmbing abt you looking here,
even though im not sure wht you're looking at.
torture, to stay at the position and not move.
at this snail pace rate,
nth will happen.
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4:53 AM  //  There's no love here.


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