C'♥

Something as simple as me hearing your name, puts me in a place that i can't even explain.
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ohhh , and i jus rmb smthhh.
actwually, its supposed to be smth rlly depressing to a certain someone ,
okay i'm being mean.
just so you knw, i've deleted every single thing tht reminds me of you.
no joke.
so, yeah.
move on, its nt my fault tht i suddenly come to realise of your bastardness and self-centeredness, and alotalot mre.
idk, its nt me, its you.
and tht i practically cannot stand it whn i still see smth tht reminds me of you.
its sad to knw, yeah.
but?
its the truth.
also sad to say,
i do have the strong urge to give a comeback whn you make comments.
after so long, i still do.
proves how much its kismet, tht you dnt stand a chance.
i dnt give second chances.
actually, i do.
but nt to all.
to some, sad to say,
i have unlimited second chances.
which isnt a gd thing.
but i rlly cant make myself give you second chances.
and whts worse?
tht if you see this, and knw tht its you im talking abt,
you prbly jus go boast to everyone,
and point out the damn f-ing fact tht we dont have a history tgther.
go ahead.
thts one of the another reasons you dnt stand a second chance.
and also, sad to knw, tht whnever i think abt those memories,
i was thinking, wth came over me to talk to you?
wishing tht you werent the person in my memories,
wishing this happened with someone else better .
idk. but i knw its you, not me.
maybe its me.
but can you convince me?
anyway, its just so you knw. tht you shld move on.
idk how.
idc how.
just do so.
i've done so, 6 mths ago.
and i dnt rlly wish to ty for th mmries.
but if it makes you feel better,
and tht i wasted my time on this,
and all the kinds of things you can think of to comfort yourself,
wtv.
we're over.
if you're still hoping it wld happen,
i dnt want to burst your bubble.
but its official.
no , im nt cruel.
think me of,
one of those who made you grow up.
if thts so, thn im rlly glad.
enjoy your life.
goodbye.
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maybe its also rlly fate.
tht i get wht i deserve.
cause ...
yeahhh. you knw.
if smth comes out of it,
thn maybe you all can judge if i deserve it.
xoxo.




6:13 AM  //  There's no love here.


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